The person we hate we “can’t swallow.”
Nicki Cherry’s Maladaptive elicits an intense awareness of the difference between thirst-quenching and hydrating. The classically-informed, headless nude speaks to the simultaneity of desire and repulsion, the feeling of wanting to crawl out of one’s own skin and into another. A stainless steel spigot punctures the mottled, sandstone-hued flesh between the shoulder blades, with the spine ending in a deep cavity waiting to be filled. The work evokes the extravagantly feminine nudes of another Ni(c)ki, Niki de Saint Phalle, the self-taught French-American artist known for her monumental sculptures and early advocacy of AIDS education. Maladaptive embodies the Satrean longing to inhabit a state of being characterized by pure consciousness, an attempt to flee the perpetual precipice of seeing the self because it is seen by the other.